7:06 p.m. - 2004-06-17
What's motivation?
You know what they say about the grind? Things always the same? Well that's how it is right now. Day in day out. I have no motivation to do anything. This year has been bad for motivation. I don't have any motivation to write or edit or anything. I just started reading again, found a great new series that takes a little of my time at least.

I guess I feel like I suck. Because I went through so much during school this past year, I just have no desire to sit at the computer. Which is what writing involves. I fear it makes me less of a writer. It's so frustrating. I mean I love to write. I have new ideas all the time. Even started a folder to keep track of them so I can go back to them in the future when they develop further.

You'd think since I have the summer off that I'd be doing something fun and exciting like starting on a new book, or reworking the website or even playing video games. Nope I'm just reading. Reading and wondering how to get through each work day with my sanity.

Taking the barbies down. Finally my mom is letting me box them up. Thank the lord for small favors. While I was in Missouri I found some figures that I like and bought them all. I think it's time for a change. Thinking about repainting and carpeting too, but that sounds like a lot of work that I I don't have the energy for.

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