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7:29 p.m. - 2004-10-27
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I sat in advanced creative writing today (a class in which I still haven't learned to stay quiet), and had a revelation during the writing assignment.

Our assignment was to take a character we've been having problems with, give him/her/it an object and reflect an emotion onto the situation.

I chose Devon, whom oddly enough, I haven't thought about much lately. And during writing, I realized that like his career, he's faded. The fire is gone, I've made him unimportant. I mourn the loss, and wonder if I can some how resurrect him.

I suppose it's like losing a friend. You're not sure how or why, but they are just suddenly not there anymore when you look. You feel terrible because you don't remember seeing him go. You want them back, but don't know where to start.

Oh, god what have I done?

 

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