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2:57 p.m. - 2006-12-13 Lately I've been at odds with someone due to may growing factors. Today I get attitude from her because we have so little in common. It was never a problem before. But the attitude goes on and on, and I finally snap, that I don't have time for much else since I work 7 days a week. I do. I work more than most, and much more than any one I see regularly. I'm tired of being told that we have nothing in common. I wonder each time she says it why we hang out, but then, it's really that I hang around her and not vice versa, so perhaps that's why. There really is only a one-sided relationship here. Friends or otherwise, that's a shitty place to be. The worst thing of course is that I hate to be a burden on anyone. I try hard to please others, but I guess there really isn't anything about me that has that ability. So what is with this social desire to interact and build relationships? I guess it's more a burden to me. Maybe I need a time out for myself, away from that person and the view point I've tried to place myself in since meeting them. They say no man is an island. Yeah. Even on an island shit still floats your way. If I could just get it to stop sticking to me I'd be happy.
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