4:00 p.m. - 2007-02-05
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So there's this madness that goes with being an introvert. It's a bit of insanity that makes it hard to be the center of attention. If the world understood at all the craziness it takes to be anti-social, and just angry at the way life keeps dishing it out, then things would probably be easier.

In reality, it's an extrovert world, filled with people who need to be the center of attention and need to put others up on display for whatever shortcomings or misgivings that they might have.

I wonder sometimes if there is a divine reason for all of it. I mean there has to be something more than just this crazy endless struggle than just a reason to keep us at each other's throats.

I don't like people who shirk they're duties. Don't like those who think they can get a free ride. But half the world wants to be that way. They want someone else to do it all for them. Make it easy. Give them everything on a platter.

Sure I'd love to have easier things. But reality is harsh and I'm all about living in the now. What's hard for the day will only be harder tomorrow if not faced.

It's crazy and stupid and I hate always being the one hidden off to the side. Stupid reality.

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